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I was baptised last Wednesday!! I was so great. Thea and Bess came to CMA to see it. Sorry Kelly, I forgot.
But tonight I am having a depressed spell. I am talking to a friend about the school crap. Hey how come guys can not understand girls? I tried to explain something to this one guy and he could not understand why I was so upset and so mad.
WHY??? That is all I am saying to everything.
Even though I am depressed, I bring good news. Rugby girls are going to semi-finals and finals but we have to win semi-finals in order to go to Nationals. The Nationals people invited to many people so we HAVE TO WIN. And we are raising mony for it. We have about half of what we need. Have a car wash going on next Saturday at the Wal-mart by the mall. If you want to come out. I am pretty sure it is free and just give a donation. Well I am going now.
Thank you to everyone that has ever been there for me. You guys are the only reason I do not stay depressed long. | | |
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Rugby is GREAT. I can hit people and not get in trouble. Such a great stress relever. But today I had a lot of anger. Some people are just complete jerks. To be specific, one of my teachers. UGH I hate her. She has no right to do any of the stuff that she has done. She has no idea how much she made my life suck. I almost hit her, and I called her a really bad name. Char was suprised. Actully so was everyone else that heard that I called her that.
Although I have the worst teacher, I also have the best, Mr. Frank. He is so awsome. I know I can talk to him any time I want or need to. And he is great at teaching Bio. Well there is a lot in my mind I just don't want to write.
Oh, If evolutiosn is true we should not be humans. It is not that hard to look at the chart and see that. I find it stupid to say that we came from bacteria. Any wasy I am going to do more research so I have a stronger bases for disproving total evolution.
BYE BYE
OH, I am really seeing how awsome God can be. | | |
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Life is a big roller coster. I kind of hate it. One day I am REALLY depressed and sad, and then one day I am haveing a pretty good day and then a week more of depression. I sucks. OH I really hate being pushed down, like I am a loser. And it is really aparent that I am one at school. If those girls do one more thing, I am going to break that one girls other arm(one is already broken). Idiots. Well, the Juniors in my health class seem to be nice to me. I made cookies with my brother because this girl, Rosie, from the high school prayer group went back to Korea. I had left overs, I took them to english and only a couple ate them there but in my health class I gave one to this prepy girl and she told me I should sell them. She is nice, kind of weird, but hey.
Well, Mock Trial is coming up. I am the captian. I do not think any one but Morgan and I have something done for it. So, I get to do all of it. Fun times. I also need to do the presents for Cory and Katie.
AHHH Report cards came, I am happy I got A's and B's except for the one D. It is in Advanced Honors World History. It is really hard. But if I put more effort into it, I would get at least a B. Oh and we got the reccomendasions for next year. I am really good with Algabra and my teacher said I should do Algabra 2 when I know I could do Advanced. I want to be in Advanced English but I did not get it. I know I can not spell the best, and my writing can use work. I do not know, I kind of feel like I am "cutting myslef short." I need modavation. I do not really have any reason for me to try hard right now. UGH
I started Rugby. It is so much FUN!!!! We do some really weird things but the team likes me, or at least most of it does. That makes me so happy. The sprinting was really hard for me. I felt like I was going to pass out.
Don't you hate it when someone you have known for a long time all of a sudden treats you like you are lower then an ant. I wanted to hurt him. He was so stupid and mean. GRRRRRRRRRY on him
I am going to go be sad and watch a movie.
Bye everyone | | |
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"An eccentric philosophy professor gave a one question final exam after a semester dealing ewith a broad array of topics.
The class was already seated and ready to go when the professor picked up his chair, plopped it on his desk and wrote on te board: "Using everything we have learned this semester, prove that this chair does not exist."
Fingers flew, erasers erased, notebooks were filled in furious fashion. Some students wrote over 30 pages in one hour attempting to refute the existence of the chair. One member of the class however, was up and finished in less than a minute.
Weeks later when the grades were posted, the rest of the group wondered how he could have gotten an A when he had barely written anything at all.
His answer consisted of two words: "What chair?""
UGH there is a lot on my mind but I do not want to write about it. Just, word of advice, when some one "over reacts" to something, figure out why and do not just accuse them of stuff that you do not understand. The people I really want to see that, do not read my xanga, so blah.
Bye, God bless | | |
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I went with Jer, Kelly, and Emily to dinner and it was fun.
New Year, I do feel a difference so I do not care. But I sereiously think 15 is my unlucky number. So I can not wait until I turn 16 because so far my 15th year has not been great.
Okay, if you know me then you know I cannot spell, so I will spell these word like the other word that sounds like it, click. I think it is like cliqe or something weird like that but any ways. So, I HATE CLICKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH do I hate them with a great passion. But what is worse is when they are in church. WOW the one place you would think and hope they would not be they are!! I drives me nuts. UGH I can not even tell you how much so. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH they should die and never come back. Man and I know we have had some sermans on that kind of thing and people break the clicks for a couple of weeks but then go righ back to them......... Do you not think we sould be wiser and not as STUPID to go back to them. I really want to go and smack everyone. I guess even myself, but I kind of do it because some people are really good at looking at me in the way that i feel that they do not want to talk to me so, I leave them alone. I hate that too. Isn't a a youth group suppose to be like one big happy family??? Well it really does not feel like that.
WOW new thing have you had some ask you to describe something without using the word "feel" or use an emotion to discribe something? It is really hard and i think impossible. UGH like this one time these person started yelling at me because all I could say is, "I feel like this is right" and they were like you need something else to support it. I lost the argument. And it was somehting that could have changed my life a whole lot, it is still upseting me that that person is so stupidly stuber and STUPID.  Now I am sad and depressed.
I hate how I can slip into being sad and depressed so fast and it takes a lot to bring me out. I do not want to write any more. Good night. OH OH To lying, cheating, stealing, and drinking - if you're going to lie, lie for friends, if you're going to cheat, cheat death, if you're going to steal, steal someone's heart, and if you're going to drink, drink with me.
God Bless and have an awsome New Year 2006 MAN | | |
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